Diva with Depression

The pain of depression without the filter.


2017 has been an emotional year. I've lost some loved ones. I've ended a long relationship. One of my dearest friends is ill. Just craziness. But I've also watched my kids flourish. I've earned a new freedom.( I'll explain one... Continue Reading →


Season’s Demons 

I love Christmas. I love decorating. I love everything snowmen. And nothing beats the classic Christmas specials and the Hallmark movies.  Here's the thing: the Monster is at it's worst during the holidays. I don't know exactly what it is.... Continue Reading →

My Apologies…..

Hey Family and friends,  I am so sorry that I left you "divaless" for a bit.  This disease is fickle.  It's spontaneous.  It's crushing. It's the beginning of the end some days.  I fell BELOW rockbottom this time around. My... Continue Reading →

I’m fat. I’m crazy. Now I’m fat AND crazy!! 

Kanye West is NOT high on my favorite people list. I've always thought that he was kind of difficult. I just chalked it up to talent and arrogance. However, I always believed that he was "different" I think his mother... Continue Reading →


Two weeks ago, I ended up in a difficult situation. At the time I thought I handled pretty well. Even when I went to therapy that Monday, I was convinced that I wasn't bothered. The next day, I didn't leave... Continue Reading →

“MOM, I think we need to go to the HOSPITAL”

What followed was- tears, panic, numbness, fear, concern, anger, and fighting. She's always been very sensitive. Just like her mommy. From birth, we were connected to each other like glue. My mother said,(and still says) that I'm "abnormally" close to... Continue Reading →


I have been blogging on and off for about 4 years. I have a blog that I used to discuss any and everything. It was fun and entertaining for me. When I decided to do this blog, it was a... Continue Reading →

S.O.S.!! SAVE OUR SISTAHS! "What the hell do you have to be depressed about?" "After all our people have been through! You don't know depressed!!" "You don't need no therapy. Telling white folks all our business ain't gonna help nothing!" "Go to church.... Continue Reading →


About a month ago, I was in therapy. I don't remember the exact conversation, but it shook me. Made me sad. Then angry. When I got to the car, I cried. Real tears. Hot tears. Draining tears. Defeated tears.  I've been... Continue Reading →

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